General Chat

Somebody e-mailed me today and said I have just googled SADS, no illness no warning I wonder how you have coped, I cannot answer that as I do not know how, but I live each day as it gives me and I just carry on, it is hard to explain how you live on when you have lost a child, hard yes, but I am still here, I guess its just fate.

Nudge...................x

I love you Son xx.. Miss you xx..

Robert and Megan said they would visit you today, hope they got there, still issing you like crazy and loving you more than ever.xx..

Your yellow roses are now in place, looking nice, but both rain and being on call, (had to go to work 2-5) stopped me doing the tidy up I promised, but moved the leaves and placed the flowers yesteday, which was Happy Birthday Gran dayxx.. You got yellow Stephen and Gran got pink xx..

Special nudge

Rememberance weekend and a nudge up for Stephen and all the others who have passed over much too soon.

Chucks of wood have gone, vase in place, but alas no flowers, looking good they tell me, I will be there Saturday, the day I hate, with some yellow rosesXX Have not neglected you Stephen, just been at work xx.. Loving you and missing you xx..

A few chucks of wood are nothing in the grand scheme of things.

Thinking of you Gillian and all of the other mothers who ....

Today, I thought about the family and friends of the 12 we have lost this week, I understand the raw pain they are feeling, God Bless them all xx..

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Loving you and missing you my Special Son, God Bless you cx..

Well Stephen, your Mother has done it yet again. Took almost four years to buy you a head stone, forever choosing the correct one, got them to alter a few details, perfect, but no, they tell me it is an unusual headstone, and they have only fitted a few, and they are concerned it may tip forward until the cement sets!! so for now you have a few chucks of wood keeping it upright til it sets, next weekend I promise, your resting place will look A! xx.. Loving you and missing you like always.xx.. Your dozy Mumxx..

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Keep up the good work Gillian.

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Just a little nudge to remind you that from January 2010 14 year old teenagers can be tested for SADS xx..

I know nothing I do will bring Stephen back to me, but if by raising funds and awareness can prevent other children leaving us, then I know Stephen would be proud to be a part of it. I will never ever be the same person again, neither will my children, but we take heart by making people aware of this silent killer, and the news from CRY just makes us feel good.

Just realised I haven't nudged this for a long time, sorry.

Maggy xx

Thank you so much for that news Colin, its the best ever, and thank you also for constantly backing me and fighting along side me, bless you and hope your Mum is feeling lots better. xx.